When I started posting again my first post contained an art journaled page in progress. This was the final outcome of it. The song Mirrors by Justin Timberlake happens to be my favorite song off the 20/20 experience album. Now here is why. Not for the relationship with man/woman concept, but the relationship with myself. When my condition began I started losing myself slowly. And even more so these days I find myself fighting to remember who I once was. I just know I am not myself and it drives me insane.
As I sit here staring at this image it gives me some motivation. It reminds me of how creative I can be and I truly forgot that. And losing my creativity has truly been the major part of losing myself. Art has been my escape throughout my life the past 13+ years. And now with my creativity missing, I don't have that escape. The best part is I am a self motivator so I know I can channel the creativity I just have to find the one thing to set it off. Recently I have obsessed over my filofax and the community but now I have to make sure I make time for everything else.
I decided I wanted to get a couple more of do it yourself munny's and I have some ideas in mind. We will see what we can come up with and I have to find my budget route. I am sure I will get them I just don't know when. I just wanted to share the finalized piece of what I started with when I came back to blogger. With my PC in depserate need of a new power supply I don't get a lot of time on the computer. Between the housework I try to accomplish during the day I have to utilize some of the time on Babe's PC. I hope that I can stick to blogging because it seems to help release some of the negativity that I can dive into sometimes. We'll see...